Do you have stacks of friends but just feel incredibly trapped and lonely when you are stuck at home looking after you kids all day? My mum died of cancer ten years ago and my father is an alcoholic. Her death triggered a great depression in me that involved drinking a bottle of wine a day, falling asleep on the settee every night and letting my house, my desk at work and consequently my mind go to rack and ruin. My drinking continued for a few years and I finally curbed the habit when I had the children. However in the aftermath I have been left with a disorganised and at times erratic mind and a home that reflects this!! I am desperate to escape this part of my personality and to live a house that I can enjoy, not one that holds me prisoner all the time.
Most of my family live too far away to just pop in and look after my children while I go out or get something done in the house. I am stuck in a rut and am unable to climb out of it at the moment.
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